why?

why do i get put through the things i do?

I haven't ever done anything wrong

Very few understand me

the only ones that understand me live at a far

sensitive yes very

critism always had it never taken it well

life is something i want to give up at times

alone is how i feel

unwanted yep that too

loved . . . not always

cared for yes but sometimes it doesn't feel like it

pain has became a bestfriend always here has never been away

love i gave given out so much

needed never felt that way

wanted at times by one person

death sometimes wish it had taken me away when it almost did

free and filled with life once this summer at warped when i was ME

sorrow mostly for myself

hated all the time, atleast it feels that way

who am i i don't know

what am i a hurt lost soul who feeds on love

happiness . . . my true friends and music the love of my life it keeps me living

not many see my pain

i hide it very well, i have after all lived with it all my life

"many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. to handle yourself, use your head, to handle others, use your heart. anger is only one letter short of danger. if someone betrays you once it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. he who loses money, loses much; he who loses a friend loses much more; he who loses faith, loses all. beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. learn from the mistakes of others. you can't live long enough to make them all yourself. friends, you and me...you brought another friend and then there were three...we started our group...our circle of friends...and like that circle...there is no beginning or end...yesterday is history. tomorrow is mystery. today is a gift, that's why they call it the present."

"Every once in a while people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. Sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you find hope - in the words of children, in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet...the person you love decides to love you back".

"You ever heard the expression 'the best things in life are free'? Well that expressions true."

"You dont realize how much you want something until you cant have it.. "

"no man is worth your tears, and the one that is wont make you cry.. "

"People who are meant to be together always find their way back in the end.."

"Sometimes people play hard to get because they need to know the other persons feelings are real.. "

"Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard.
Like when you fall in love with someone
but they forget to love you back.
Like when your best friend and your boy friend leave you alone.
Like when you pull the trigger or light the flame,
and you can not take it back.
Like i said, in sports they call this stepping up,
In life, i call it pushing back."

"Stepping up. It is a simple concept.
It basically means to rise above yourself.
To do a little more. To show you something special."

"There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years."