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loveandpeace Sep 10, 2007

why?

why do i get put through the things i do?

I haven't ever done anything wrong

Very few understand me

the only ones that understand me live at a far

sensitive yes very

critism always had it never taken it well

life is something i want to give up at times

alone is how i feel

unwanted yep that too

loved . . . not always

cared for yes but sometimes it doesn't feel like it

pain has became a bestfriend always here has never been away

love i gave given out so much

needed never felt that way

wanted at times by one person

death sometimes wish it had taken me away when it almost did

free and filled with life once this summer at warped when i was ME

sorrow mostly for myself

hated all the time, atleast it feels that way

who am i i don't know

what am i a hurt lost soul who feeds on love

happiness . . . my true friends and music the love of my life it keeps me living

not many see my pain

i hide it very well, i have after all lived with it all my life

 

advice

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 29, 2007
ok guys i wanna get my lip pierced like badly and i might actually do it but i wanna know if you guys think i should. voice your opinions to me please

life

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 26, 2007
"when did life go so wrong? just when i thought everything was going fine for me smooth sailing it all goes down hill. my cousin amy has a stillbirth. my brothers mom april almost died and is still in the hospital and itn't doing to fine. i get yelled at for every little thing when i do so much for my family. i basically do nothing so it won't cost them any money. i help my mom out by lending her money all the time when i know i won't get paid back. i have given my mom so much money for bills and to help with my sisters activites like cheerleading and prom.  i lost the one that i really loved and i don't know how. they are confused right now about there life and whats going on in it and doesn't know what they want with me. that was when i was really torn up because i loved this person so much and i still do and it kills me all the time knowing we are kind of on a "break" and i miss them so much. my dad is going back to jail and is going to miss my older sisters high school graduation which pisses me off. my baby brother has been staying at my house for about 2 weeks now while his mom is in the hospital and i know he misses her so much hes only 1 year old. i am still hurt about losing my uncle awhile back now. i miss my great-grandpa, my big papa, so much even though its been 3 years since he has passed. most nights i cry myself to sleep because i have been hurt so many times and i miss my loved ones alive and dead so much. i miss my baby so much that i wish the pain would just numb already. i really thought i might actually have something real with that person and i hoped it would last a lot longer than it has. so my question isn't when did life go wrong? its WHY did my life go wrong?"

a day to remember-you had me at hello

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 22, 2007
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that seems to matter when im holding onto you

And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sword I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at Hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right

Would be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away

And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sword I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at Hello.

(You gave me butterflies at the mailbox, you had me at hello.)


letters from home

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 09, 2007
It seems like forever since I last saw your face
but I'll always remember how long we have waited
to get to this place, I'll wait forever just to hold you in
my arms, I'll hold on forever so don't let me down

this situation seems hopeless, this distance plays hard
this game isn't fair but if the prize is your love then I'll
live through letters and hope for the best, the odds are
against us both but im up for the test

I'll wait till you can leave and I'll run away with you , they
say were too young but they must not know how this feels to
be willing to give up everything to be in eachothers arms

miles can't stop this
I'll love you forever
no matter what you do
no one else will ever be you
no one has me like you do.

Lifehouse-Hanging by a Moment

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 09, 2007
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here wth you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

Now. . . I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
Nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else . . .

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment . .
Hanging by a moment . .
Hanging by a moment here with you . .

Greeley Estates-Always

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Apr 03, 2007
It's just the way you . . .
Way that you're standing there
Unaware
So long I have had dreams
Can't keep my eyes off you
Off of you

Stand still I just want this moment with you
You're so beautiful
And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes)

To feel you here in my arms
No place that I'd rather be
Be than right here with you, next to me

Stand still I just want this moment with you
You're so beautiful
And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes)

If you could only see through my eyes
You'd know I'd die for you (die for you)
Right now nothing could take this, this moment

To taste your lips here on mine
Your skin is so silky soft.
Don't want to let you go
Because you're mine

Stand still I just want this moment woth you
You're so beautiful
And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes)

If you could only see through my eyes
You'd know I'd die for you (die for you)
Right now nothing could take this, this moment

(The thought)
It's the thought of losing you
??? ??? How much I am with you
It's the thought of losing you
And now were standing here
I promise you . . . Always

If you could only see through my eyes
You'd know I'd die for you (die for you)
Right now nothing could take this, this moment

If you could only see through my eyes
You'd know I'd die for you (die for you)
Right now nothing could take this, this moment

AIM

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Mar 16, 2007
ok i got an AIM account and i need your guys help cause i don't know how to use it.
if you guys could help me out i would really appreciate it
thanks

Really good quotes

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Dec 07, 2006

"You do not exist to impress the world. You exist to live your life in a way that will make you happy. - Reminder for the Advanced Soul"


"many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. to handle yourself, use your head, to handle others, use your heart. anger is only one letter short of danger. if someone betrays you once it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. he who loses money, loses much; he who loses a friend loses much more; he who loses faith, loses all. beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. learn from the mistakes of others. you can't live long enough to make them all yourself. friends, you and me...you brought another friend and then there were three...we started our group...our circle of friends...and like that circle...there is no beginning or end...yesterday is history. tomorrow is mystery. today is a gift, that's why they call it the present."

 

"Every once in a while people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. Sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you find hope - in the words of children, in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet...the person you love decides to love you back".

 

"You ever heard the expression 'the best things in life are free'? Well that expressions true."

 

"You dont realize how much you want something until you cant have it.. "

 

"no man is worth your tears, and the one that is wont make you cry.. "

 

"People who are meant to be together always find their way back in the end.."

 

"Sometimes people play hard to get because they need to know the other persons feelings are real.. "


"Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard.
Like when you fall in love with someone
but they forget to love you back.
Like when your best friend and your boy friend leave you alone.
Like when you pull the trigger or light the flame,
and you can not take it back.
Like i said, in sports they call this stepping up,
In life, i call it pushing back."


"Stepping up. It is a simple concept.
It basically means to rise above yourself.
To do a little more. To show you something special."


"There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years."


i need someone

loveandpeace
loveandpeace Oct 22, 2006
guys i really need someone to talk to because for the last few weeks my mom has been driving me CRAZY. she makes fun of me because of the music i listen to. she laughs at me because i would rather go to barnes & noble than go to the gay parade we had in town. she keeps bugging the heck out of me because she wanted me to go to the homecoming dance when i didn't want to. she gets mad at me because she wants me to be popular like my older sister when i like the way i am and so do my friends. she wants me to be popular and cool just because she was a loner who never did anything. she treats me as if i were nothing and does everything for my other 2 sisters and my brother who isn't even her kid its my dad's. it just gets me so pissed because she doesn't expect much  from me and does care at all for me. that why i can't ever talk to her. she just doesn't care and i really need someone to talk to.
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loveandpeace
  • CA CA, US
  • 19 Female, Leo
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  • Member Since: 2006-09-23
  • Religion: Catholic
  • Drink: No
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School

Interests:

Cute Myspace Layouts

Favorite Music:

All Time Low, Panic! At The Disco, The Academy Is, Jimmy Eat World, Fall Out Boy, Hawthorn Heights, Story Of The Year, My Chemical Romance, Avenged Sevenfold, Cute Is What We Aim For, Angels And Airwaves, Taking Back Sunday, The All-American Rejects, Death Cab For Cutie, +44, Motion City Soundtrack, Say Anything, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, AFI, Bullet for my Valentine, Lostprophets, Greeley Estates, The Used, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Lifehouse, 30 Seconds to Mars, Adien, Armor for Sleep, Cartel, Coheed and Cambria, Death Cab for Cutie, Hedley, Hit the Lights, Motion City Soundtrack, New Found Glory, Nirvana, The Offspring, Papa Roach, Paramore, Queen, Saosin, Spitalfield, Three Days Grace, The Veils, Hit the Lights, Kill Hannah

Favorite TV Shows:

One Tree Hill, Fuse

Favorite Books:

CRANK, BURNED, Don't Die My Love, Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist, MAHALIA, Heavy Metal and You, Twilight, Smack, Go Ask Alice, This Lullaby, New Moon