September 10, 2007My Lifewhy? why do i get put through the things i do? I haven't ever done anything wrong Very few understand me the only ones that understand me live at a far sensitive yes very critism always had it never taken it well life is something i want to give up at times alone is how i feel unwanted yep that too loved . . . not always cared for yes but sometimes it doesn't feel like it pain has became a bestfriend always here has never been away love i gave given out so much needed never felt that way wanted at times by one person death sometimes wish it had taken me away when it almost did free and filled with life once this summer at warped when i was ME sorrow mostly for myself hated all the time, atleast it feels that way who am i i don't know what am i a hurt lost soul who feeds on love happiness . . . my true friends and music the love of my life it keeps me living not many see my pain i hide it very well, i have after all lived with it all my life
Posted on 09/10/2007 7:14 PM Comments (6)
April 29, 2007adviceok guys i wanna get my lip pierced like badly and i might actually do it but i wanna know if you guys think i should. voice your opinions to me please
Posted on 04/29/2007 2:45 PM Comments (31)
April 26, 2007life"when did life go so wrong? just when i thought everything was going fine for me smooth sailing it all goes down hill. my cousin amy has a stillbirth. my brothers mom april almost died and is still in the hospital and itn't doing to fine. i get yelled at for every little thing when i do so much for my family. i basically do nothing so it won't cost them any money. i help my mom out by lending her money all the time when i know i won't get paid back. i have given my mom so much money for bills and to help with my sisters activites like cheerleading and prom. i lost the one that i really loved and i don't know how. they are confused right now about there life and whats going on in it and doesn't know what they want with me. that was when i was really torn up because i loved this person so much and i still do and it kills me all the time knowing we are kind of on a "break" and i miss them so much. my dad is going back to jail and is going to miss my older sisters high school graduation which pisses me off. my baby brother has been staying at my house for about 2 weeks now while his mom is in the hospital and i know he misses her so much hes only 1 year old. i am still hurt about losing my uncle awhile back now. i miss my great-grandpa, my big papa, so much even though its been 3 years since he has passed. most nights i cry myself to sleep because i have been hurt so many times and i miss my loved ones alive and dead so much. i miss my baby so much that i wish the pain would just numb already. i really thought i might actually have something real with that person and i hoped it would last a lot longer than it has. so my question isn't when did life go wrong? its WHY did my life go wrong?"
Posted on 04/26/2007 8:53 PM Comments (20)
April 22, 2007a day to remember-you had me at helloI'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
What have I gotten into this time aroundJust so I can get to you before the sun will rise I know the signs are on and I feel this too None of that seems to matter when im holding onto you And I'm wasting away, away from you I know that I had sword I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at Hello. I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right Would be okay? Would it be okay if I took your breath away And I'm wasting away, away from you What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sword I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at Hello. (You gave me butterflies at the mailbox, you had me at hello.)
Posted on 04/22/2007 5:42 PM Comments (0)
April 9, 2007letters from homeIt seems like forever since I last saw your face
but I'll always remember how long we have waited to get to this place, I'll wait forever just to hold you in my arms, I'll hold on forever so don't let me down this situation seems hopeless, this distance plays hard this game isn't fair but if the prize is your love then I'll live through letters and hope for the best, the odds are against us both but im up for the test I'll wait till you can leave and I'll run away with you , they say were too young but they must not know how this feels to be willing to give up everything to be in eachothers arms miles can't stop this I'll love you forever no matter what you do no one else will ever be you no one has me like you do.
Posted on 04/09/2007 10:39 PM Comments (3)
Lifehouse-Hanging by a MomentDesperate for changing
Starving for truth I'm closer where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here wth you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely and complete I'll take your invitation You take all of me Now. . . I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose Nothing else to find There is nothing in the world that can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else . . . Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Just hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment . . Hanging by a moment . . Hanging by a moment here with you . .
Posted on 04/09/2007 9:29 PM Comments (1)
April 3, 2007Greeley Estates-Always
It's just the way you . . .
Way that you're standing there Unaware So long I have had dreams Can't keep my eyes off you Off of you Stand still I just want this moment with you You're so beautiful And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes) To feel you here in my arms No place that I'd rather be Be than right here with you, next to me Stand still I just want this moment with you You're so beautiful And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes) If you could only see through my eyes You'd know I'd die for you (die for you) Right now nothing could take this, this moment To taste your lips here on mine Your skin is so silky soft. Don't want to let you go Because you're mine Stand still I just want this moment woth you You're so beautiful And I am lost here in your eyes (those eyes) If you could only see through my eyes You'd know I'd die for you (die for you) Right now nothing could take this, this moment (The thought) It's the thought of losing you ??? ??? How much I am with you It's the thought of losing you And now were standing here I promise you . . . Always If you could only see through my eyes You'd know I'd die for you (die for you) Right now nothing could take this, this moment If you could only see through my eyes You'd know I'd die for you (die for you) Right now nothing could take this, this moment
Posted on 04/03/2007 7:48 PM Comments (3)
March 16, 2007AIM
ok i got an AIM account and i need your guys help cause i don't know how to use it.
if you guys could help me out i would really appreciate it thanks
Posted on 03/16/2007 7:28 PM Comments (5)
December 7, 2006Really good quotes"You do not exist to impress the world. You exist to live your life in a way that will make you happy. - Reminder for the Advanced Soul"
"Every once in a while people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. Sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you find hope - in the words of children, in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet...the person you love decides to love you back".
"You ever heard the expression 'the best things in life are free'? Well that expressions true."
"You dont realize how much you want something until you cant have it.. "
"no man is worth your tears, and the one that is wont make you cry.. "
"People who are meant to be together always find their way back in the end.."
"Sometimes people play hard to get because they need to know the other persons feelings are real.. "
Posted on 12/07/2006 8:34 PM Comments (2)
October 22, 2006i need someone
guys i really need someone to talk to because for the last few weeks my mom has been driving me CRAZY. she makes fun of me because of the music i listen to. she laughs at me because i would rather go to barnes & noble than go to the gay parade we had in town. she keeps bugging the heck out of me because she wanted me to go to the homecoming dance when i didn't want to. she gets mad at me because she wants me to be popular like my older sister when i like the way i am and so do my friends. she wants me to be popular and cool just because she was a loner who never did anything. she treats me as if i were nothing and does everything for my other 2 sisters and my brother who isn't even her kid its my dad's. it just gets me so pissed because she doesn't expect much from me and does care at all for me. that why i can't ever talk to her. she just doesn't care and i really need someone to talk to.
Posted on 10/22/2006 11:34 AM Comments (4)
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